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SURGERY WEDNESDAY; WONT BE ON Yeah, going under anesthesia for the eigth time. Yay.
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***Pardon My Language in Advance*** But I finally moved! I have my own room, I have only had my own room ONCE before in my life for about a year or so, and I'm already 16. I have a door! I've never had a door! I'm allowed to shut my door! I was usually never allowed that unless I was changing. I have a closet with a shelf on top and a place to hang clothes! Never had that before either! But best of all.... the house doesn't leak!!!! I'm not sure how many of you have any idea how epic this is, how much I cried when I first got here from happiness. I thought it was all a good dream and that I'd wake up soon and be back in that molding, wet house I used to live in. That house actually is what kept getting me sick, I would literally be out of the house and in about an hour or so, I'd be feeling great, thirty minutes into the house and I was feeling like I was gonna die. It's awesome, I don't know what to do with myself!!!!
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So, apologies for not being one for a LONG time. I have been a wee bit busy with my school and my damn jaw is still not healed. (surgery coming up in summer) and my ovarian cysts have indeed grown larger and now I'm on both valium and some...weird, nasty, bitter tasting, sludge like oral medicine. Yeah, it's gross. But anyways, I would like to take note of the day's date (err...technically, yesterday's date, it's 1:00AM) September 11. Now, most, if not all, of you know that I am American and I am considered a "conservative" or a "republican". I do hold values that a lot of people disagree with, some of you, I have no doubt, disagree as well. September 11 is a very important day to me; my friend Allison's aunt Jamie (Jessica) was in the South Tower when it collapsed. Her body was never found. I had met Jamie a couple of times, we were friends and talked a lot whenever I went to spend time with Allison at her house. I had no idea that she was in New York at the time (Just the previous week she had been down here in Texas with us) so when Allison told me the news it scared me and it brought home what had actually happened. Now, I know that there are muslims here in America that are appalled by their fellow muslims' actions. I have a quite a few muslim friends at school and my Godfather is a muslim convert; so I want all of you to know that when I say, "those bastards" I am always referring to the extremists. The ones who hijacked our planes and crashed into our Twin Towers, the ones who day after day terrorize even their own citizens and the troops we sent over there to flush out the Taliban and other terrorist groups. Today is a day for me to mourn, a day for my heart to swell with pride that my country has been able to move on, has been able to take this attack and retaliate and prove that we do not have fear, that they did not kill our spirit. Today, I am a proud American citizen who hopes that all the people that are innocent, that all the people that are caught in the crossfire of this War on Terrorism, are able to escape, even though the thousands of workers in the towers were not able to, and the men and women (and even the working dogs who inhaled too much debris looking for survivors) died in the tragic day of September 11, 2001. Today, I stand with pride that I am an American. !!!Lighter subjects!!! So, in school I am in creative writing and as a warm up we had to write a introduction paragraph. That was easy, I was the first one finished (and my paragraph was about a half page <_<) and then we left. Then two weeks after that (the previous whole week I was out with the flu) I got my paper returned to me. I was expecting something like "too long; need to be cut short" like in most my English classes. Instead, since we have to write a paper every six weeks, my teacher wants me to write out the story. If it turns out to be a multi chapter one, she wants at least two chapters! Unexpected! Now I'm spazzing, cuz I literally came up with the paragraph on the spot! I had no plot for it! So now I'm all like 'Crap...the hell am I supposed to do now!?' and as usual, no one in my family wants to help, because they all think that I make great stories under pressure. Which I must admit, is sort of true. *laughs nervously* I sort of suspected, but was kinda hoping not, that my Creative Writing teacher and my English teacher knew each other. So, when I went into English class the next time I was there, she pulled me aside after class to talk to me. *on the first day of school, she took note of the book I was reading "The Mammoth Hunters" the third in the Earth Children's series -better known by the first book The Clan of the Cave Bear- and she was amazed that I was reading such a series* So after class she sat me down and she looked straight at me -you know that creepy studying look people give you?- till she said "I think I need to move you out of my class." at first, I was alarmed, but she continued. "You've read the Three Musketeers -willingly- and The Scarlet Letter, Life of Pi, and even Mice of Men all just for fun. And now you're reading the series by Auel. I read your writing from your Creative Writing class, and you are amazingly talented." First, I was like "O-kay....thanks?" with a raised brow. When I said that I didn't want to move out of the class she hugged me. "Well, when we have writing assignments that we have to read aloud, please keep your vocabulary limited, because..." she paused for a minute. "How do I put this nicely...Your classmates aren't as developed as you are." .... Crap. Am I now a English teacher's pet??? *cries* Well, it's now almost 2:00AM and my valium is kicking in, so imma go sleep now...
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Sooooooo I've been gone a while. First: I am in LOVE. ShiroganeAkira. (Monochrome Factor anime) Oh. My. GOD. Though I do have to say that Akira might be top every once and a while. Shirogane doesn't seem to mind! *Ahem* So, I'm going to be gone for a LLLLLOOOOONNNNGGG time now. I became a "trainer" for the football team (1) -but I'm whored out to Volleyball, softball, and pretty much anyone else- and here is my schedule: Mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays, Fridays: 9-4:15 School After school Trainer Work (babysitting) X-9:00 Work (looking for a job currently) Wednesdays: 9-4:15 School 5-X After school football practice/babysitting X-X College Courses Saturday: Trainer Work (either 7am-3pm or 3pm-11 pm, depends) X-X College Courses X-X Work yay. Sunday is free thankfully. 1. Being a trainer is basically just a glorified babysitter for the football team. We patch up their boo-boos and make sure they have enough water etc.
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I forgot one surgery, my wisdom teeth were taken out (I was put to sleep), so I'm actually going into my SEVENTH surgery. XD That is funny. Dunno how I forgot that one. *shrugs* Oh well. Aside from that: Who has read the whole Twilight Series? Don't freak out, I'm not a rabid fan, I'm not much a fan at all, I just have a few questions about something I wrote for a competition (fanfic/essay on Twilight). I want some body to read it and see if it makes sense to them and hopefully give me some pointers. Also, I have a confession; I'm scared to type up things on here. Is that normal?
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Hey. Just got out of surgery yesterday. My mouth is swollen to look like a chipmunk and I can't eat anything hot. On the plus side though, the stitches in my mouth dissolve as the days go by. I think that's pretty cool! But yeah, Now my hopefully last surgery is in March.
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Well my dad told me to draw on his back because it relaxes him. I figured out that it does, when my cousins (they're like 8&9) drew on my back. Anyways, I didn't want to and I know he hates how much I love anime, especially Naruto. So I decided to draw a character from Naruto; my favorite character Itachi. I drew it in pen and marker by the way. No rough draft in pencil. (I would've pierced my dad's back so much if I used a pencil...) I took the picture with my camera phone so the pics kind of crappy. I did and here is the picture!( Itachi Face ) ( Itachi Full View )
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Relatives (by marriage) are coming over for my birthday. Anyone have a strong grip or a noose?
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Hey guys, I know I' ve been MIA for a LONG time, but I'll tell you why. I've been in the hospital. Well not all this time but for three weeks and after those three weeks it took about a month of rehabilitation, and after that I just haven't been on. I'm not going into detail about it, unless you all want details. But guess what! For another two weeks in October (hopefully) I will not be on again due to more time in the hospital. Plus school and all that stuff, so I won't be on for a while again. I just wanted to let everyone know, give y'all the heads up. Hopefully with my last days of summer this month, I can post a bit more, respond and take a more than brief interest in all of meh friends' posts! Oh yeah, I'm having a Cotillion in October too. One week before my surgery...yay. -_-
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Okay, first post in a LONG time, but meh. Well, recently I realized that during the summer, aside from the possible job, I will have NOTHING to do. So I'm trying to find good ideas. Help?
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WHOOOOOOO! AUSTIN HIGH RULES!!!!!!!!!! WE BEAT WEST LAKE, WE BEAT WEST LAKE!!!!!!!!!!!
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Um well, one of my good friends commited suicide today, so I won't be on very much.
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My birthday is tomorrow.
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Okay, I seem to be like, one of the only americans on my online thingies. I have Italian, German, Canadian, Australian, French, Japanese and even some Indonesian friends. You don't have to answer the question but I am curious; From what country are all of my friends? Once again you don't have to answer, I am just a very curious person. And it popped into my head when I was talking to my Italian friend was IMing me, then my Australian friend IMed me to.
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Damn! I'm gone for three/two days (I checked before I left, but that was early in the morning so, yeah whatever) and All sorts of things have happened. I've been reading all of them, and I am over here thinking 'I shouldn't go on anymore vacations. Yep yep, no more vacations.'
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Alright, sorry for the language, but I am so mad right now. I'm not actually mad, but I'm in pain, there for I am grumpy and very irritant. My big toe had a ingrown toenail, okay, when went to the doctor, he got it out after numbing my whole foot (Can you say freaky feeling; or lack of) and all was good. He said it shouldn't ever get ingrown again. That was all about two months ago. Now, then nail is growing, yes, but it is curling! It's not suppose to do that, and it got ingrown again! I stubbed it just like four minutes ago while doing house work. I've been walking on the side of my foot for about a week now. We (Mother and I) called my doctor. Guess what? He on vacation. Till Friday. Well that is just brilliant isn't it. Oh and guess what, I still have to wear shoes and put my socks on. It hurts like hell to have socks on. Anyways, so I'm rather mad/annoyed greatly right now and will be till Friday. The joys in life (Sarcastic smile)
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Guess what!? I was kinda big last year, I couldn't fit into these pair of pants that I wanted. Well I said that I'd lose weight and fit into them. Well All I needed was to lose five pounds and they'd fit.
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